Worst day --- (Eight)

Other than waking up with a broken heart, today life passed me by. On Tuesdays I have school, I get up around 8am to be to school at 9:30am... today I woke up at 2:15pm. I missed both of my classes today and an appointment. I am really pissed! I set my alarm as usual, and went to bed early last night. If I had gone to bed after 1am, I would only have me to blame for not getting up, but that was not the case, I went to bed at 10pm! I am so furious and have no one to complain to!
Life just keeps going down hill. My relationship is really rocky, because of me for that matter. I am really sick and feel like crap. My job bites the big one... and so on. All I can do is be optimistic, and pray for better. No, praying wont make life stop sucking, but They can help give you courage and strength to make it through, and help you see the light through the stormy sky.
Dream. Hope. Love. Faith.

When dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part --- (Seven)

Dreams can be quite discouraging. They are a release from reality, but more often than not are painful to wake up from. In dreams you can be loved by those who really don't care, you can be with those who are gone. In your dreams you can have what truly cannot be. It hurts so much, to dream a dream with such bliss and love and be crushed to wake up and see reality. Some say dreams have truth, they can be or will be... I have seen it to be true once, but do not believe.
I dreamt last night, someone I love, but does not love me in return, did. He gave my love a chance, he loved me. I have dreamt of his love before, but still in reality he will not even think twice and give me a chance. It hurts so much to have his love and then have reality rip it from my heart.
Jusqu'a notre prochaine rencontre.
(until we meet again)

Sick --- (Six)

I feel like crap today; I have a bad cold. I usually just get head colds, but now I have a head/ chest cold and it really sucks. I found some books at the Braintree library for my book report in Chinese Culture. It helps to get a head start of things like that. I think I've decided on a topic for my research essay: Women should give their babies breast milk, instead of formula. I really wanted to do it on "Geisha are not prostitutes", but I wouldn't know who to interview on the subject. I guess I could ask Mr. Kershner, but I don't know.
Talk to you later.

Mineko Iwasaki

*Found at: http://www.insomnia-sales.com/fr/fiche.php?ID_Film=39


*From her biography "Geisha, A Life"

A boring weekend --- (Five)

Every other weekend my uncle who, I live with, goes away for the weekend to work at a camp. My best friend, Heather, always comes by and spends the weekend with me. This weekend I haven't even herd from her since Friday. So, It's just me here all by myself... it's usually fine when I have some time by myself. With school and work I never have time to see Heather anymore or do anything. I work twenty-three hours a week, go to school three days a week and need to find time for an online course and home work/ studying. Oh, and on the side time to talk to my boyfriend. That's why the weekends with Heather are so good; it's a time to let loose and be care-free. Got to go, I have to do some more home work.
Talk to you soon.

Blah --- (Four)

I guess I have to start writing a little more to catch up with my timed schedule. Since most of the interesting things in my life are not going up here, you could say my life is pretty dull. I do like to read and watch movies, so I have decided I can write reviews about books, movies, and other things I like. I mostly like mystery, sci-fi, fantasy, and fictional books; though I do like some non-fictional books. For movies, I love horror and suspense, a lot of dramas, some family, and some other stuff. I love most kinds of music, mostly alternative, rock, and soft rock.
Talk to you later.

Yay! --- (Three)

Friday was my birthday and I got my first tattoo! I am so happy; it is so beautiful. And I got a subwoofer and stuff from Ron and Marty!!! Hopefully they can install it soon so I can have some bass. lol. I got a bed set from Adria and Rick, plus got to babysit for $50 (which will be my gas this week, because I have NO money). I got a letter and $25 from grandma, which i was glad to hear from her, it's been a while. And now I am going to dinner after i finish this entry and get ready. It will be fun, everyone is going to be there... Cora, Autumn and Jonathan, Heather, Ron, Marty, Rick, Adria and the kids... um I think that's it.
Talk to you later.

Stumped... --- (Two)

Okay, I have an English essay due on Tuesday; the first one of the class. I am so stumped, the topic is to vague and broad I don't know what I should write about. All the assignment said was, write about personal experience... well that can go anywhere! I don't know if I should write about something interesting or just SOMETHING. I could write about the time I got really drunk at a friends birthday and... lets say afterwards everyone called me 'the drunk girl'. LOL! Or I could just write something basic like my first day at my current job, pretty boring though. I don't know. Well, I better go think of something.
Talk to you soon.

Hi --- (One)

Well, I guess I have to start somewhere... I am very horrible at keeping any type of journal, blog, or daily writing thing. I am doing this for my English Comp. class. I have to write in a journal, blog, etc. every other day for the semester. This task is kind of a disappointment, because on here with the knowledge that my teacher is going to read or glance over it, i can't use it as a release to my daily frustrations. I guess I will try my hardest to use this to my advantage... I can do some creative writing on a story I have been working on.
I want to complain now that this blog bites! What is the use of a spell checker who doesn't give suggestions or pick out the simple things like capitalization errors!?!
I guess, see you next time :)