I really wish I didn't have such a big heart! I am always trying so hard to please, help, and make people happy. I neglect myself; I always put others first. I put off my homework; which should be the most important thing to me, and my education. I wish my heart was stone cold. I wish I were Amy Lee's 'Snow White Queen'. I put things off to help others and accommodate them. It's so hard for me to say no to people. Even my cats walk all over me. I guess it's mainly because I hate fighting, I would rather let others hurt me and walk all over me, than just stand up for myself with a fight. There is a lot more I wish I could talk about right now, but there are eyes watching me and I don't want them to see.
I guess I'll talk again soon.
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